you know you have hit your lowest point of being low when you start procrastinating your showers
does anyone else find it immensely comforting to have someone touching you? not like poking or tickling you or like sexually just feeling some other person being beside you and like your elbows or legs or something are touching and you’re like oh this person is alive too
I wanted nothing more than to be loved.
To be known and to be respected.
To be treated less like a monster—
—and more like a human.